Todrick Hall My First Gay Experience
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[ Todrick Hall My First Gay Experience]
[Todrick Hall:] Source: LYBIO.net
What’s up YouTube, it’s Todrick. Shout out to Michelle Visage, the biggest drag queen I know for this really cool shirt that she gave me last week. I love you Michelle.
Today I wanted to talk to you about my first gay experience, because it was quite, quite interesting. I have – I had a lot of gay experiences when I was a kid. I went to church, this is so weird. It kind of seems like a little bit creepy. Like I’m like a little bit Jeffrey Dahmer-ish but whatever, yogo You’re Only Gay Once, is that a thing. We should make it a thing.
When I was younger I always knew that there was something different about me.
I remember that all the kids that were in Plainview got to go to the YMCA, all the black kids it was like mostly like all the people across the tracks. There was an area called Black Town and like if you lived over there, or went to any of the black churches and you passed or made good grade, then they took us on a bus to Amarillo, Texas and we got to go to the YMCA.
And I passed of course BECAUSE SHE WAS A GENIUS and got to go on this trip. And I remember all of these guys I don’t want to – I’m not going to say any of the names in this a video, because I don’t want any of those people to slide into my DMs and be like you’re trying to out me, because a lot of the people that will be mentioned in this video are straight with children and are still like married and living in the town that I grew up in.
I went to the YMCA and we were all like playing sports, and stuff and I was never the kid playing sports. So I go into the locker room. And I’m like maybe in 7th or 8th grade.
And all of these guys, these huge just sexy black men are like running around in the shower, they’re like fighting each other and this is the first time I’ve ever seen anything like this. And I literally my hormones went crazy. I was sitting down watching them I remember it like it was yesterday. I’m getting hot right now just thinking about the shit again.
Is this too much for YouTube?
No, I’m just trying not to laugh in the corner.
Shout out to Andy over here who is helping me. Who was also played the guy who stole my boyfriend in Straight Outta Oz, just so you know -roll the tape. Um hm… That’s him.
So I remember getting very aroused. How do you say? I was very inflated.
That’s the word to use because there are kids watching this video. And I already probably lost a lot of followers from the #thottie Instagram post picture I posted for 4th of July. But am I taking it down? Maybe.
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Did you see that picture? I don’t know what came over me on 4th of July guys, I just posted a picture of me just like butt-naked on a float. Chester took the picture for me and I was like, this is going to beat I should probably open up the thirst trap for one second. And I’ve never almost gotten pregnant from Instagram ever before this photo. So I would not be doing that again.
Anyway I was definitely inflated so much to the point where I could not move, like I couldn’t stand up, I was so embarrassed, I was like, if someone comes over here and asked me to stand up, I’m going to 150 million percent out myself. And luckily they didn’t. And I just sat there and like watched them. And I was just like just sitting over there loitering in the corner.
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By the way there’s no air conditioning in my Airbnb right now. So you’re going to hear that little thing that sounds like Whoopi Goldberg is warming up the kids and [Diss Track 2]. It’s the broken air conditioner. Anyway, so that happened. So then I got a fog machine for Christmas. I remember like it was yesterday.
And this was back in the day before you could get a fog machine just because you felt like getting one.
I got this fog machine, and I put it in my room and I had it for a couple of years. And one day this kid came over that I went to church with and he was so fine, Waves on Swim.
At that time the song Soldier was coming out by Destiny’s Child. And he was literally just everything to me.
I would play the fog machine and be like, ‘oh I can’t even see you’. I would push the button on the fog machine and there would be so much smoke in the room that I’d be like, ‘I can’t even see you’. ‘Oh my gosh if you got naked I wouldn’t even be able to tell’. And so he got naked and then we like ended up hooking up. And then, and by hooking up like we [sword fought] for a moment.
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That same thing kind of happened, mine is the foggy machine. I just like we were playing like house. And there was like me and this other guy and we would like go makeout with each other and go in the closet, and whatever. It was so crazy.
But I consider my first gay experience to be I moved to Arlington, Texas in like 2001 and started to go to Bowie High School. And that is what really changed my life. I went to the first pep rally and this guy comes out. And I thought he was the sexiest person I had ever seen in my entire life. And he wouldn’t have normally even been my type up until that point. I only dated black men. I was like all about like you know – Usher and Trey Songz like people that look like that.
[Todrick Hall:] Source: LYBIO.net
Trey Songz I said people who look like Trey Songz, before he was out. And just to be clear Trey Songz was still existing at that point for all we know I could have ran across him at The Parks Mall and Elle Woods wins the case.
But anyway he was a cheerleader and he was the only male cheerleader at our school. And every time he would jump and stuff he would like just, the crowd would go wild. He was the best tumbler. He had these little booty shorts, Daisy Dukes on. And his booty was like popping.com.
And he had a tongue ring and I just thought that if you had a tongue ring you were just like a husband material.
And I remember like living – we lived in Corsicana but we drove to Arlington every single day so that I could go to this school with this specific choir teacher and show choir.
And I came up with this wonderful plan that I was going to convince him to let me go and stay at his house.
I convinced him that my parents were leaving and I needed somewhere to stay, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to go to Showchoir Camp, I didn’t have anywhere to stay.
It was really psychotic and I’m so embarrassed that I’m even admitting that to you guys now.
Anyway so, I finally built up enough courage to call Josh [Lindsay] and say, ‘yo um… I need to stay at your house’. And Josh was like, ‘actually I’m not going to be town’. And so I was like, ‘oh that’s cool. Yeah actually I have a couple other friends to offer me to stay over there. So I’m totally cool actually I don’t even mean to say that anyway’.
We eventually, I got his number and we started talking. And every night I would talk to him and we used to listen to the song Drops of Jupiter all the time – that was my jam. Anytime I hear that song, I think, about that moment in my childhood because I was in love with Joshua [Lindsey]. There was nobody that was hotter, better I would just literally write I heart Josh Lindsay in all of my books everywhere and then crumbled them up, so my mom didn’t see them.
And my mom would pick up the phone in the middle of the night and be like, ‘Todrick, who are you talking to’. And I was like, ‘oh my friend we’re just talking about like video games’ or something I don’t know. It was really embarrassing. But we didn’t even have dial-up internet we had to use like the free little discs that you would get at Walmart. And I would just keep reusing them over, and over and over again.
Eventually we ended up kind of talking. And I remember one day him telling me that he thought I was cute. And I was like, ‘ohhhhhhhhh’.
But then I was like that’s what it was, kid whatever.
And then one day he asked me like what would you say if I asked you to be my boyfriend?
And it freaked me out so much because I was like I can’t be your boyfriend. Like I’m not that gay like I’m definitely gay that I think about you all the time and right your name all over everything and imagine you taking off your cheerleading shorts in front of me all the time, but be your boyfriend that’s preposterous. Not going to happen.
And so it was very weird because there was a moment that a lot of gay guys go through where being gay is just your first – like being gay is just like a fantasy that’s like something that has to do with sex and sexuality. But the love part of it comes later, I think, because of society which is why I’m so happy that YouTube exists today. And kids are coming out in a much younger age because when I was growing up my only representation of what a gay was – were the guys that have their shirts tied up around they’re like – you don’t talk about – the guys that had their shirts tied up like up here like a Daisy Doo’s, like the Wayans brothers pretending to be gay, like caricatures of what gay people were, or people that you would see are Maury Povich, or the Ricki Lake Show.
And my family would always be like, ‘these people are disgusting’. That’s what I thought gay people were.
But now because the world is so much more like progressive and even though we have a long way to go – I just love that people now that the world has progressed so much that there are kids that are growing up and being gay is a total non-factor to them.
I love it so much. I wish that I had had that when I was growing up. Literally the building is getting torn down if you can hear that in the background. But she doesn’t care, she’s got story to tell.
Yeah so I ended up kind of dating Josh Lindsey. And we kissed for the first time. He was my first real kiss. And we madeout while watching Moulin Rouge! in high school. And it was so awesome. And any time to this very day that I hear this song Nobody Wants to Be Lonely with Ricky – with Rick – what’s – oh my god what is his name? Ricky Martin. I tried it.
Every time I hear Nobody Wants to Be Lonely with Ricky Martin and Christina Aguilera, or Drops of Jupiter, I immediately in one instant think about Josh Lindsey.
So Josh if you’re watching this sorry that I put you on blast, but thank you so much for inspiring this video.
He was my first real gay experience, the first person that I really felt like I was like in love with. And really that experience changed my life.
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