Sonnis Love My Coming Out Story

Sonnis Love My Coming Out Story

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Hey, my lovelies! Welcome back to my channel for those you guys watching, if you guys are a new subscriber. Hello. And if you guys are old subscribers, welcome back.

In today’s video I’ll be doing a coming out story of how I basically came out as transgender.

It started fairly around when I was about three or four.

Me personally I was never into boy stuff. I was just never into like the toys and I’m just basically hanging out with guys – it was never my thing.

I was always a very feminine child, I was very soft. I was very soft spoken. And I always hang out with girls. So I think that was also a sign.

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I used to love playing with Barbies, like Barbies was my thing. And it was so funny because I used to always hide it from my parents. When my mom and my dad were out working, and just gone. I would play with Barbies with my sister. With me and my sister will play Barbies when I was younger, it was always when my parents were gone just because I didn’t want them to see me playing with Barbies. And it’s like it was funny. As soon as they came into the door, I would just throw the Barbies and then play with the tractors and stuff. But overall that was never really my thing, I was never really happy with playing with those kind of toys. I think that was also one sign.

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I remember me thinking, oh, one day I’m going to just be a girl and just run away and just live as a female and just not talk to anybody and just escape earth like I used to always have those visions.

When I would see these girls with long hair and just pretty clothes. I used to want that so bad but I couldn’t say anything because at first, I didn’t really know what was going on with me at the time. I wasn’t aware of what it was.

So at that point, I felt – I was just confused and just was too young to understand stuff.

I used to envision myself as a parent. Now I’m sure people when they were younger they thought of themselves as having kids and like, oh my God. I’m going to have like a baby or whatever you know, I used to always like fantasize about that here and there. But like when I would fantasize about those I would never ever, ever see me as a father, like when I would think of myself in the future with kids I’d never saw myself as a father, when I did think about that. It was always weird to me like it was so – it was super awkward and it just didn’t feel right.

But when I thought of myself as a mother and also being a female and living as a female it felt right.

Like, it just felt complete to me when I would think about that.

So I came out to them as bisexual first, then I came out as gay and then I came out as transgender.

Now when I first came out as gay, this was probably like my scariest moment because I don’t know like my parents were always supportive but I’m really thankful for that because not a lot of people have supportive parents.

So I just want to thing my parents being so supportive to me. I love them so much and they’re amazing.

But when you come out like that it’s always a fear, even you probably know they might be accepting, you still have that fear in the back of your head like oh, what are they going to think, like what’s going to happen.

You always have those fears so that’s what keeps you from holding back, also society and just how they would view you. So that’s what also made me scared to come out.

When I came out as gay, I came out through text, for some reason I just couldn’t say that person. I just could not say that to my parents in person – I don’t know why.

So I texted my mother, I texted her, I was like hey mom, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I think I’m gay. And she was like oh, I always knew – I’m always going to support you.

At first it was super awkward, after I told her through text. I stayed in my room, I was just so – just frightened, I was like, oh my God, like what did I just do. Like what are they thinking? I was scared but then I’m also relieved. It felt like it was just something that I was holding in there, just let out. So that also made me very happy. So… I just stayed in my room. I was super paranoid sitting there like, oh my God, what’s going to happen.

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So then I remember I finally got enough courage to go to the living room and I seen her sitting there and then that’s when we were started talking about it and basically she was just saying like, I’ll always love you, I will support you. So that’s how that came about.

And then that’s when my mother told my father and then my brother and my sister.

So she kind of came out for me to my family.

So that’s where I lived my life as a gay man. I lived in my freshman year, my sophomore year and then my junior year. Now for my freshman and sophomore year I was still dressed as a boy, I would have like I wore makeup here and there but nothing too major but I’m still dressed as a boy.

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Now this sign is what really made me realize who I was.

So I remember it was my homecoming dance junior year. That was when I decided to wear a dress because you know I was just – I did not see myself in a suit. I couldn’t wear no suit, I was like heck no, we’re not wearing a suit. We don’t do that here, we ain’t doing all that.

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Then at that point, I felt so amazing when I put on that dress, when I put on that makeup, when I put on my hair, when I put on the dress I felt so amazing like something inside me sparkled, like something inside me felt that this is who I am and this is what I want to do in my life.

I feel like a female, you know that’s when people started questioning like am I transgender or not?

Am I a female?

Am I going to present myself as a female?

But that was when I really started realizing like, this is me and this is what I want to do in my life like I am a woman like I felt that inside of me, like it felt awkward calling me he now but I wasn’t comfortable with anymore.

I wanted to be called a female.

I was so afraid. I was just afraid you know because that is a big step, coming out bisexual and gay is still big but transgender that is like a complete change.

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So then the day of October 23rd is when I finally came out to my parents. Now for me it was a very emotional time because I was just afraid of what others would think because it is a big change.

I remember me sitting down on the couch and having my mother sitting down on the other couch and she was just reading a book.

I’m very expressive with my facial expressions. At that point, I was kind of looking sad like I had something to say.

So my mom detected that she knew and she told me, she was like, oh what’s wrong? What’s wrong?

And I was just like can you get my dad too. Can you guys come sit down and talk?

So she got my dad and then they both sat down on the couch and then they’re like, oh like what’s wrong? What’s up?

I really got emotional and I started bawling my eyes out, like I started crying. I don’t know why but I started crying like so much, like tears were running down my face. And I was just like – so backed out of saying it but I finally said it. I was just like I told them like I haven’t been feeling comfortable in the body that I’m in for a while now and I think I’m transgender.

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My mom she was super, super, super-duper supportive. She was like oh, why were you crying, you don’t need to cry like I’m always going to be here for you. I love you. You’re my child, I’ll always love you. Da da da da da –

And my dad you know he was very supportive too but you know dads, he kind of had like a little look on his face like shock. He was kind of like – my mom she was super excited, my dad he was like he was happy for me. He was also shocked.

So that’s how I came out as transgender.

It was an emotional time but it was also happy and I was so relieved that I finally got that off my chest. So that’s when I also came out of my social media and I got a lot of support from that.

So instantly my mom, she’d booked a doctor’s appointment. So within like three months of actually transitioning, that’s when I started to go to my doctors and go on hormone therapy. So that’s when that started.

So if there’s anyone out there trying to come to terms with who they are I would say patience is key. You really need to evaluate what you want and what you need in life. It’s a process. And just it takes time to slowly develop and figure out who you are. Now some it might be longer than others and some it might be shorter than others, everyone’s transition is different. To anyone out there, don’t be afraid to be yourself. Love yourself.

There’s many people who love and support you so if you guys are feeling like you know, this is the end of the world, if you guys are feeling like no one supports you. There are people out there that love you and support you and will help you through your journey.

You just need to find that path and stay positive and just be yourself and don’t let anything get to you because you are loved and you are accepted. I promise you that.

That was my coming out story. I hope you guys enjoyed it.

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