Jason Nash I Owe Trisha An Apology
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[Jason Nash:] Source: LYBIO.net
This – this Ford Expedition rental is not – not the best tripod.
Shut the car off dawg!
Gotta get that sound.
That’s pretty much how the last three days we’re going.
So here’s the deal I am gonna make a video today. I am gonna respond to some things. I’m just gonna talk.
I don’t know if this is gonna be a video about Trisha or if it’s gonna be a video about me but the thing is – is I’m in Boston, my sister’s getting married today.
Trish was supposed to be here for the wedding I decided that she shouldn’t come I think last week.
I’m really sad that she’s not here it sucks.
It was really fun to be around her she’s – you know it’s always fun with her.
There’s been so much said I just watched a 37 minute video that she posted.
I texted with her last night – she’s – we had some good moments texting last night we had some bad moments we had some frustrating moments.
I still love her I’m not over her.
First let me say that uh I’m not in love with my ex-wife. I just wanted to live close by. I when I go hang out with my ex-wife and my two kids, I’m trying to give my kids moments where they it’s the four of us, and I guess she doesn’t understand that I’m trying to like for if you think about my little girl for her to not you know have her mom and dad at the same time and not ever ever have those moments I think that’s really sad.
So I want to give them those moments I want to give them the appearance that we do all love each other because it it’s not even for appearances, we do all love each other.
I love my ex-wife she’s an incredible woman it turned out that I couldn’t live with her it turned out that we wanted different things.
My ex-wife has you know jumped leaps and bounds and and she has a boyfriend, she has an amazing boyfriend and he’s a cool dude, and I’m fine with it.
And it’s like I know I guess she couldn’t accept that um…
I would have you know, invited Tricia to come out to dinner with me and my ex-wife, but there was just so much animosity between, you know the two of them and there was a lot of vitriol coming from Tricia all the time about her.
And it just seemed like well you know I probably should have I probably should have introduced everybody but I never did because there was just like oh man that’s gonna be awful – it’s gonna be a fight – there’s gonna be they’re polar opposites – polar.
I mean if you could see my ex-wife and then see Trish you’ve like wow that’s there night and day. Which is okay.
I also want to say that first of all that Tricia was incredible around my kids incredible – it was probably the thing that made that made me like her the most, like my heart my how am I my heart would melt too probably because you know, she could be so um, I’m trying to choose my words better cuz she’s right I don’t choose my words well. I’m bad at that and I’m working on it.
Um… but she you know she had she could be pretty intense and about things and you know she’s on the internet screaming or whatever she’s doing she’s crying on the internet but when she was with my kids she was man like the perfect – the perfect person. Didn’t try to be their mom – but also was like an adult, and you know.
Bought them things would would like maybe if she like bought one of them want that something else she would like go to the other and try to um… you know like buy even buy them something just buy this I’m like maybe she would buy Charley something but then she would kind of talk to Wyatt about guitar or something like.
And she was able to and when they were around her they were they were different people pa pa pa pa pa pa – I remember the first time they met – they met her they were competing to see who would talk to her next like and when we start talking and the other would would come in with something else to say and you know.
Wyatt I would have a violin under his arm – oh look at this – look at this.
Charley be tap dancing you know.
So she was amazing with the kids.
And she never um and she brought up a good point last night which was – I know if she was here she would she wouldn’t bring up any of our drama around the kids, I know – I know she wouldn’t
And I remember when we went to Disneyland I was just I was like my – I felt I felt I felt complete for the first time in a long time when we were there because it was like; wow like like oh my god like., she’s like being soaked so great and and so nice.
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And anyway so it’s like it’s hard to be divorced you know, it’s just it’s really hard.
I just want those kids to have everything.
I want them to be productive members of society.
I want them to be able to work.
I want them to have a passion you know. I really do but this idea that like hmm…
I don’t know what I’m gonna say next.
I’ve been getting a lot of really really bad emails about the fat shaming and um… and that’s okay I don’t really care I’m not mad at Trisha about that it’s – it’s fine.
You’re a POS.
You’re disgusting get a lot of you’re disgusting.
How could you say that about your girlfriend.
And then and then there’s the issue of what was said on the tape.
There’s the – you know what David – David has said this to me too – like I I do choose my words poorly and you know, part of – I really – I really got into the mind of people that that are overweight and I and I was a fat kid so like I understand – I think partially when like, you know, we make fat jokes or something or, if we say Oh Zane you’re fat or whatever or Zane calls me fat or whatever or it’s like it’s so funny to me because it – I was there and I know how tragic that – it feels tragic to me and and that’s why it’s funny to me that someone you know can’t stop eating or whatever.
But I also I I’ve been reading a lot of the comments and a lot of the emails I’m like and I understand.
I’ve really been thinking about it I’m like yeah I guess I guess for a lot of people it’s a disease and like they can’t they can’t stop.
And I guess you know.
And that’s why with Trish I like you know she was reading these texts and I know she takes these things and she I don’t know if she’s twisting words or if she’s just hearing what she wants to hear but like I was – I said yeah like I guess I realized that you know I – I don’t want to be around I don’t want to she would order one time she ordered like chicken parmesan at like 11:30 at night for a mukbang and I was like I can’t I can’t I’m 45 years old like I I can have a heart attack at any moment.
And so I just I can’t be around it and and I want and then I want to eat and I’m but but like but I don’t these emails that are getting or like let her eat what she wants bah bah bah bah…. and that’s not the case at all.
All I’m saying is that she can have chicken parmesan I’m saying like let’s just have some sort of – some some sort of like reason with it just like something not like this and that and that like um…
How about like hey you’re gonna do like a mukbang on Friday so let’s maybe try to eat healthy on Wednesday and Thursday.
Or you know the the –
I once write this book I was once really overweight and I once heard this book um… I think when I was like 40 or maybe I was like I’m 45 maybe is like 42.
I lost a lot of weight I was I got talking like 175 and I was really happy that was like the happiest I’d ever been.
And I was like I ate the same thing every day.
I read this book by this mobster who worked for Whitey Bulger in Boston and he was like – it’s called Brutal by Kevin Weeks and he said he said Whitey Bulger who was the biggest mobster in Boston was so successful because he led a regimented life.
So he wore the same thing every day.
He ate the same thing every day.
He worked out the same way every day.
And I really got into that mindset and I was like – and that sort of worked for me.
I was struggling with bipolar disorder.
So let’s be clear like, you know, I have my own problems – Trisha is not the only one that you know could can be unstable that’s – that’s totally fair ummm…
And you know, so I was like really struggling and this was like a big part of my divorce was like um… I was doing Vine and I would go out and I would – I would have a lot of fun doing Vine all day – oh man I made me make a Vine with King batch, it was pretty exciting I thought he was a really talented guy.
I would make Vines with Brandon and and I get really excited like oh man I think it’s like a real rush like haha that’s funny.
And then with vine you would see like right away you’d see something get like oh my god – I was like 20,000 likes in ten minutes like what the heck.
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Like that was like a real rush – so it’s like validation where – then by 8 o’clock I couldn’t pick my head up at all and I was like and I think like I had no adrenals in my head.
I had no blockers in my head.
And so and I was like while my marriage is going down and I was eating a lot whatever so I just was like all right I got to do this I got to cut this out – I mean I’m old.
So like if I eat chicken parmesan 11:30 at night like I literally – I wake up and I can’t move – like my back it feels like someone beat me with a bat like that’s what it feels like.
I mean even this morning, I woke up and I was just like, I can’t even move.
And so that’s why I can’t eat.
I can’t – and so and I think she – I know she understands that but it was never like – I just hate when she would twist it and be like – you think I’m disgusting.
You you can’t look at me.
And it’s not at all like I – I like I like women that are full-figured like – I prefer it, I really do, so I that’s just not true at all um…
And I do I guess I do, I owe ummm…
I owe Tricia.
She’s right I I need to choose my words better.
And so just getting back to like the fat thing – I think that’s why I think it’s so funny is just because I – I just know that pain – I know what it’s like to be like ‘oh my god I cannot stop eating and I am eating myself to death I can’t move because I’m so fat and ‘.
And so it’s like a serious thing with me and like.
She – she did this thing on your video which is like I’m not laughing at her.
I know if she was here she would think it was funny but she was like – she was crying and she was like ‘I was buying him candies and I was – and I was leaving the Reeses for him….
So that – please don’t think that like – look I’m not a guy that’s gonna sit here and talk about being triggered and I’m from a different time – where we don’t talk about that and it’s like, you know, this idea that um…
This idea of being triggered like hey okay, here’s here’s a minefield of things that I’m not gonna tell you what it is but once you do say that trigger word, then it gives me license to you know – say whatever I want and – and cry and and call you and and – and demonize you and make you the villain like, so that whole concept like I don’t get behind it all like.
Trisha put Reese’s in the cabinet that’s my – that’s on me to say no to those Reese’s.
I mean like a normal person can say no to the Reese’s.
Not her fault I would never –
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And also like let’s be honest it’s kind of funny that I go and I eat Reese’s at 2:00 in the morning I mean it’s just – it’s I’m a week – I’m a weak person you know what I mean I mean you know that’s just the way it is.
But I just uhh…
So anyways yeah…
So I guess I learned a lot from this.
I learned about you know, the words I use and calling somebody fat even though I never called her fat.
I did the joke that was said on the tape was – I got the tape. I have the tape and the producer says I can’t play the tape because it – for legal reasons.
But the joke is and I guess I owe Trisha an apology I really do.
It’s so funny it’s so funny like what.
I called the producer and I said I need that tape I need that tape bla bla bla bla… maybe it’ll save the relationship or maybe it’ll…. you know… maybe it’ll do something.
And he said okay I’ll get it for you, I’ll get you the tape and then he got it and he was like that you can’t you can’t broadcast it I’ll give you the audio I’m not giving you the video and please don’t broadcast the audio, I said okay.
So the transcript from the tape is – the producer says okay so he tells Tricia, you guys – you guys say you’re the –
I’m so sorry I gotta get this right because you know how frickin important this is um…
And and this is – this is in defense of Tricia as I owe her an apology I really do hmm…
Let me shut this off and I’ll….
Okay so the producer says to Tricia to go like this to say ‘you are we are one of the biggest YouTube couples’.
He feeds her that line and so I say ‘yeah in weight’ like that.
And then she says ‘babe’ like that.
And then so when he sends me this text I think ‘okay I’m in the clear’.
I never said fat.
I never I never said it.
So she’s wrong, she lied.
Well the truth is and then a couple minutes went by and I went oh wait a minute and I read the rest of the text, I read the rest of the transcript, she says ‘babe’ and then after that I go, ‘I mean we both are fat’ like that.
And then I say ‘I’m sorry’ well first.
And so I meant, I’d say I mean we’re both fat.
I meant we both are fat.
And then she goes, and then I say, she kind of goes like [gasps] like that.
And I go babe I thought you liked that joke.
I thought that joke was okay like that.
So like I didn’t even know that I said that word and I did – I said it – I said so it’s like a really really really poor – it’s a – it’s a bad joke I actually think the joke landed kind of funny like if it was Zane sitting in there Zane would have laughed – not that Zanes fat – Zane has been looking good lately.
But I did use that word fat and so like I totally – oh no here comes Wyatt.
Hey – Oh god, I just want to finish this video.
What is it?
What are you doing okay – I’m doing this video what is it?
To call [NAME] 11:30 sharp.
Okay okay okay.
But sharp cause she wants to get here early.
Love you too.
Oh my god.
So so yeah so I owe her an apology and I should like – not gonna use that word and for people that are struggling with your weight I’m really sorry.
And like – you know this 2018 that we live in I hope – I hope that people can learn from their mistakes and be forgiven and like yeah believe me I am gonna be really careful about people’s feelings and stuff and I mean that’s it.
This is a 20 minute video it’s so long and ridiculous.
And I just wish – I said to Trisha last night I said ‘can we’, I wanted, I said I brought this up I said ‘maybe we should can you go talk to somebody’ can we and she she didn’t like that at all and like.
She said ‘you need help too.’
I said yeah I do; I should go talk to somebody too.
I said why can’t we better ourselves don’t be so arrogant as to say that you can’t be better in some way – you’re not perfect um…
She said – I said ‘I want you to change’.
She goes well ‘if you really loved me you wouldn’t need me to change’
And I said well I said get I said I want you to get better you know I said she was well ‘those are two different things’ and I just was like okay you know.
I do love her I really do I love her so much, I think that she’s just – I just wish we could figure out a way to – she would just calm down and be jealous of other people but then again I guess that’s probably what makes her so great is that she loves so hard too so.
She said something really funny last night, she goes she posted this video at like 3:00 in the morning.
I was asleep I was asleep at like 11:00 p.m. here and then she texted – she started texting me and woke me up and then I was woken up and then I was all fired up about everything because we’re going back and forth or whatever.
And then a couple hours later, I was watching I was watching Lady Gaga’s Million Reasons on Howard Stern’s Channel it was really good.
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And then I said I’m watching your video.
I’m watching your new video the real reason we broke up and she said ‘babe don’t watch that it’s personal’ and I was like well then ‘why did you like it I think you don’t know the definition of personal if you posted it to 4 million people’ and she kind of laughed and she thought that was funny or whatever so… um…
Yeah I mean I have to keep posting videos and so that’s why I’m posting this.
I hope this doesn’t seen as like a rebuttal to her I guess.
It is a rebuttal to her.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
I guess that’s why all right I gotta go to my sister’s wedding I’ll probably just keep making videos all week because I have to take care of kids.
Trisha was gonna come and I was really hoping to put the kids on her and have her watch them – while I watch TV but that’s not gonna happen now um …
All right I said a lot.
I love you guys and have a great day okay. Bye.
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