Shane Dawson – I’m Bisexual


Shane Dawson – I’m Bisexual

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[Shane Dawson – I’m Bisexual]

[Shane Lee Dawson (July 19, 1988):] Source:
Hey what’s up you guys! Um…so this is a really hard video for me to make. Um…and I’m really scared. And I never thought I will be making this ever. And I woke up this morning and I just – I just had to. And I didn’t want to turn on my like camera, my lights and my – I didn’t wanted to do my hair, I just wanted to turn on my computer talk to you guys, because that’s what I have done since 2008 when I started this channel. And I just want to be honest.

And I’m making this video because I feel like it can help a lot of people. Um..over the last year, Um..I have been extremely, sexually confused. And um..I mean my whole life. But this last year, is one that really hit me. And you know I always wish that I was gay, that I was just 100% gay for so many reasons, you know.

Number one, that means I would know who I was.

Number two, it would be a lot easier for me to be accepted, by people because you know I wear wigs and dresses on the Internet, and – and I’m feminine, and you know all these things and it would be some much easier to be like, hey you know I’m gay.

[Shane Dawson:] Source:
But I’m not. I mean, I’m not completely gay. And I can’t sit here and say that I’m, because that’s not real, that’s not genuine. But I also can sit here and say that I’m straight.

And this is something that I’ve come to the conclusion through therapy and also just being honest with myself. I am bisexual.

And I have said it out loud once before in therapy. And I have never really talked about it until now publicly.

And the reason I’m talking about it is because there is a lot of coming out videos of people who are gay or lesbian or – and they are so confident and they are like, you know, I’ve known since I was five, you know, I’ve always being gay. The Ingrid video is fucking the best video I’ve ever seen. I loved it.

But it made me cry because I’m not that. I don’t know who I’m 100%. And I know that a lot of you guys may feel the same way.

When I was five, I always had crushes on girls. But I also liked boys. And um…and I told my family and they were very religious. I love my family, but that was not accepted, it was like; no, you can’t do that. God will not accept that. So I just shut it down. And I just repressed it. And uh…and I got real fat, and I ate all the feelings. And I was morbidly obese. And it was a way for me to create a shell around me so that nobody would look at me. I didn’t want guys. I didn’t want girls. I didn’t want anybody to ask me out. I didn’t want anything. I didn’t want to be kissed, I just wanted to be fucking invisible. And I did that up until I was 18. You know when I was 400 pounds. I had never been kissed, never been on the date.

And then I lost all the weight, uh…and then I started YouTube, and I became Shane Dawson. And I became the guy who everybody called gay. And uh…I was so defensive of it, because I was like you know, that’s I’m not gay, I’m not gay. Because when I was a kid, no, no, that — everybody told me was wrong. And I’m not gay. So I would just – kept repressing the feelings. And uh…then around 21, I had my first kiss, which is embarrassing that I was 21, but that’s what happened and it was with a girl. And I felt something, I felt butterflies, I felt a spark, I felt a connection, I felt love. And I was like oh, I’m not gay at all, I’m straight.

So I started dating girls. And I dated two, one for about a year, and this most recent one Lisa for about three and half years. Uh…but the whole time I had feelings that I wasn’t dealing with. And I’d say the first year of my relationship with Lisa was the best year of my life. And I didn’t even think about a guy at all. And then around the second year, I started feeling guilty and I started being attracted to guys, as well. And I didn’t tell her and I didn’t tell anybody and I started really hating myself and really being ashamed, and scared. And uh…I turned to eating disorder, I turned to, you know, to just depression, and I –just – I wrote a book called ‘I hate myself’. I just really went on a journey of self-hatred.

And last year I went to therapy and I talked about it. And my therapist said a lot of people are on a sexual spectrum. Not everybody is either ‘gay’ or ‘straight’. And this is why I’m making this video, because I feel like a lot of you guys might be confused and scared, and you’re not talking to people about it, and I’m fucking here for you.

[Shane Dawson:] Source:
This is what she told me, a lot of people are in this spectrum, some people are here in the straight world, some are here in the gay world, some are in the middle, some are more gay than straight, some are more straight than gay, but everybody is on a spectrum. And you need to just accept that you are somewhere in the middle. And you don’t need a label, you don’t need to figure out exactly who you are right now, you are 26. Just live your life.

So I didn’t – I wasn’t ready to tell anybody that I was feeling any of this. So I moved out and I totally said that I needed a break. And the relationship wasn’t going amazingly anyways, because I was so depressed and she was like why you are so depressed all the time and so I moved out. We were casually seeing each other for the next year. And through that year I was going to therapy every week and I was just trying to figure out who the fuck I was.

And – but I was still not doing that, I wasn’t allowing myself to that. And then two months ago, I sat down with Lisa and I told her that I was very sexually confused. And it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And uh…and uh…it was very sad, because I didn’t want her to think, that I was gay, and that I was hiding it from her, and that I was using hers like a beard, because that’s what the whole Internet probably thinks. And I – I didn’t want.

I wished I was gay because that would be easier, because I could just say, I’m sorry Lisa, I’m gay and I’m leaving. I’m going to be with the guy and I love you. Like that would be so much easier, because it’s like…

But that’s not what it was. And I still, I’m attracted to girls, but I have never faced that I’m also attracted to guys and I needed to figure that shit out. And – and she cried, she hugged me, and she was amazing and she told me to go live my live and figure shit out and just be me. And – and that’s what I’ve been trying to do for the last couple months is just not be so hard on myself. And just be open to love whether it’s a guy or a girl, and just be open to it, because I don’t want to go my whole life closing it down, and then when I’m like 65, like Bruce Jenner, I ended up realizing what I – like I don’t want to do that. More power to him he’s amazing, or she’s amazing, but I didn’t want to do that, because I want to live, you know. And I don’t want to hate myself anymore. I don’t want to be sad all the time.

And so I started telling people this week, told all my friends, told my mom, and my brother and my mom was so supportive.

And you know a lot has changed since as I was a kid. That was back when religion was everything and it was – we had a hard [childhood] – I had a hard childhood so it was all about Jesus, and God and trying to get us through things. And now my mom is so much more open-minded and the world is so much more open-minded. And I haven’t had one person in my life, you know, you [mean about it] Trish and Drew and all my friends have been so great.

And now I’m just in a place where, I don’t know, who I’m going to end up with. I don’t know what my life is going to be, but I just want to be honest about it. And I don’t want to lie. And I don’t want – if I’m on a date with a guy, and a fan comes up to me and takes a picture, I don’t wanted to be thing, and I don’t want people to be like oh Shane has a secret gay life. Or I don’t – I want to just be happy.

[Shane Dawson:] Source:
And I want to love, who I love, whether that’s a guy or a girl.

And I don’t want to be guilty about it.

And I don’t – and I didn’t want to make this video, because I can’t honestly say I’m gay,

I can’t honestly say I’m straight.

But I can honestly say that I’m open to love in anyway and I guess that makes me bisexual.

And I know a lot of people make fun of bisexual people. I’ve made fun of them in the past obviously projecting, because people, are like oh, you’re just gay, you’re just in denial. It’s like well, I can’t deny that I fall in love with girls, I can’t deny that, I can’t deny that when I meet a girl and she is pretty and I get the butterflies and I just want to kiss her and I just want to you know, do all those things. I can’t deny that. (Source: You know and just to get detailed for a minute, ‘cause fuck it let’s just be honest, I have had sex with girls and I have loved it. I lost my virginity when I was 23, I think, which is embarrassing. And it was one of the best moments of my life and I loved it. And it didn’t feel fake, I didn’t feel like I was lying to her, it felt amazing.

I have also done stuff with guys. And I think the thing is I just – I just love people and I’m attracted to their heart and also I just like both genders. And I don’t want to feel bad about that.

But I also don’t want to label myself and just now, from now on everybody is like, oh Shane, the bisexual guy. Or like I don’t want to make a movie where I have a love interest who is a girl and then have all the people be like oh, I don’t believe it, because he is bisexual. And I don’t want to make videos about it all the time. This is the last video I’m going to do where I talk about it, because it’s not me.

I’m Shane, I’m a comedian, I’m a writer, I’m a director, I’m a YouTuber, I’m a podcaster, whatever the fuck I am and I’m bisexual. That does not define me.

[Shane Dawson:] Source:
And if you are out there, and you’re confused, and you haven’t talked about it, you haven’t told to friends and you feel scared, let me just tell you the more that I have talked about it to my friends, and to my family, and to people of my life, the more I have realized that a lot of people feel this way.

People you would never expect, a lot of people in my life have told me, I think, I’m bi too. And I have never dealt with it, I’ve never never tried it out, I’ve been too scared. And if you are feeling that way, I’m here to tell you, who the fuck cares, fuck it.

Love who you want to love. Life is short. Nobody is going to hate you for it.

God isn’t going to hate you for it, because God loves you.

And if you don’t believe in God, even better. But if you do, like me, and you are scared, you don’t want to piss Him off and you don’t want to go to hell and all those things.

You just have to remember that God made you who you are for a fucking reason. I’m this way for a fucking reason. I can love multiple people for a reason. And I think that’s why I am where I am today, because I’m just so full of love.

[Shane Dawson:] Source:
So all right, that’s my video. I love you guys. I hope this helped. And uh…and uh…and from now on, you know everything about me. And I feel so fucking good because I feel like I’ve been hiding for so fucking long. So, I love you guys. And I’ll see you everyday.

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