Kirstin Cole My Story Bullying Self Harm Heartbreak Suicide

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Kirstin Cole My Story Bullying Self Harm Heartbreak Suicide

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[Kirstin Cole My Story Bullying Self Harm Heartbreak Suicide]

[Sia Breathe Me:]

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My name is Kirsten Cole & this is my story…
My sophomore year in high school…
I started liking this guy, but there was only one problem…
He was my best friends ex….
The boy & I both had crushes on each other.
So I decided to tell my best friend …
Bad Idea…

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She got really mad & started ignoring me…
I hoped it would only be temporary…
But it wasn’t…
She turned everyone against me.
She harassed me through Facebook/ text messages/ etc…
Called me a slut, a bitch and ugly…
All her friends started joining in mostly on Facebook…
Girls would post statuses calling me a “hoe”, ugly, making fun of how I look…
Everyone would comment on the statuses agreeing…
The girls would say they wanted to fight me…
NO ONE stood up for me.
They eventually turned my crush against me…
He made statuses about me, calling me crazy…
I went to school the next day and people were talking about it.
I got my step mom to pick me up from school…
I went home & cried for the rest of the day…
That seems to be all I did. Just cried…
After hearing so many people call me ugly/ disgusting/ etc…
I started to believe it…I hated myself…
I started to self harm…
I had no confidence whatsoever…
That went on for a few months.
Then it all stopped…
They all got bored with making myself hate myself…
Even though it all stopped, I still hated myself.
I still self harmed.

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2 months after it all stopped, I was diagnosed with depression.
I was put on anti-depressants.
Summer before my junior year,
I started talking to this guy…
We hung out a few times we seemed to be really “click”…
September of my junior year, we started dating.
He knew all about my depression, & all about my self harm…
But he still liked me.
He made me really happy.
It was like my depression didn’t exist when I was with him…
On the days that I was upset, he knew exactly how to cheer me up & somewhere in the midst of all that chaos…
We fell in love.
He was my everything.
I had never felt that way about anyone.
We were together almost 2 years.
We had our fights, our little break ups.
In November 2012, he broke up with me for good.
He told me I didn’t make him happy anymore.
I wasn’t good enough for him.
My depression got really bad.
Again.
I felt like; without him I had nothing…
I gave up on myself.
I wanted to just give up on everything.
I need him but he ignored me…
He moved onto another girl…
One day my parents went out…
It was the day him & the girl started dating…
Only 2 weeks after we broke up.
I came home from school & started having a panic attack I couldn’t breathe.
My depression had gotten really bad.
I messaged the guy & told him I was going to kill myself. I couldn’t handle the pain…
I went upstairs to my room….
& was about to do it…

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When my parents come home, & my dad came in my room.
To stop me.
The guy had called him & told him what I said…
My dad held me for the next hour.
While I just cried in his arms…..
It’s June 2013 now….
I’m graduating tomorrow.
My depression is still bad at times…
I’m still on anti-depressants…
But I’m doing a lot better…
This video isn’t a cry for attention.
It’s a realization for you…
Don’t judge anyone before you know them…
Everyone has their own story…
This is mine.

Kirstin Cole My Story Bullying Self Harm Heartbreak Suicide

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